I dream big and I dream loud, but is it just a dream?

You could say that all my thoughts are way up above the clouds. I want to be a pilot one day, and I've been checking the schools in Canada and they seems promising. The only downfall is that it's so expensive. But it gotta be worth it right?

Or should I wait a couple of years and work as a cabin crew on an airline and see if I really like it?!

Of course I'll like it, I love traveling. And I'm willing to sacrifice whatever (whitin reason of course lol)

I'm afraid that if I get the money for the pilot school that I will mess it up somehow, like I will fail getting the licenses and all of that. Or if I do get the licenses somehow that I won't get a job and it will just spiral downwards from there, putting me into a deep whole filled with debt?!

Am I too afraid to try? But I so want to be a pilot! What to do, what to do?