I thought I would never hit that stage...

Well it finally happened! I got home sick today, gosh. I missed everything about home, everything!

I don't get it because I've been here in Canada for almost 6months now and I've never really felt homesick before.

But today...I don't know what happened. I guess it finally hit me that I was gone or something, I don't know haha. I must be really slow if it takes 6months for me to realize that I've been gone from home ;)

Haha it's so weird. Maybe I got homesick because I let myself think about home for more than 5minutes...?

But in some weird and twisted way (not really) I want to continue with my life, I want to go back to school and finish it and then start pilot school and finally start living my dream life ;)

Don't get me wrong, I love this au pair job and the family are awesome (love em so much) but its kind of a stand-still thing. I'm moving slowly forward when I really want to go in a very fast pace if you know what I mean.