See the positive in it...

A lot of stuff have been happening here, and I'm Sick and tired of it.

There gotta be changes here, and I have to be the one making them.

And if it doesn't get better, I guess I'll have to talk.

But there's these simple but small things and yet they don't do it/get it and I'll have to do it all by myself.

Ergh, frustrated! Just talked to my family and they said to see it on the 'positive side' how in the world am I going to do that when I'm
Pissed off?!

It's not like I can just turn my feelings off...

Ps. Why is that whenever I take a photo with my iPad, it changes the picture. Like if I'm turning left on the picture and take it, the result is shown as if I've taken it turning right... Stupid shit lol

Weird!

So, just logged into my google account so change my profile and guess what it shows?
-nothing! I obviously don't have a blog there....hmm I wonder why? And I've tried to fix it by giving my email and such but nothing either. It's so weird.

But I have a headache at the moment so I'm not going to try to fix it anymore. It's not like it's super important or anything but it just pisses med off!

I dream big and I dream loud, but is it just a dream?

You could say that all my thoughts are way up above the clouds. I want to be a pilot one day, and I've been checking the schools in Canada and they seems promising. The only downfall is that it's so expensive. But it gotta be worth it right?

Or should I wait a couple of years and work as a cabin crew on an airline and see if I really like it?!

Of course I'll like it, I love traveling. And I'm willing to sacrifice whatever (whitin reason of course lol)

I'm afraid that if I get the money for the pilot school that I will mess it up somehow, like I will fail getting the licenses and all of that. Or if I do get the licenses somehow that I won't get a job and it will just spiral downwards from there, putting me into a deep whole filled with debt?!

Am I too afraid to try? But I so want to be a pilot! What to do, what to do?