fredag 21 september 2012

Creativeness

Me and Matthew was playing with play dough the other day and this was one of the results that I made...it's supposed to be Moby Dick lol

I was going to take a photo of Matthews snowman too but he crushed it right before I was able to snap a shot.

"Funny pictures"

Matthew playing with my iPad. He loves this app! He's so cute, I'm so going to miss him so much when I go back to Sweden... <3

torsdag 6 september 2012

söndag 2 september 2012

Canmore

Here is a picture of the view from the house, not bad at all eh? So beautiful :)

lördag 1 september 2012

Autumn

Can't believe it's autumn/fall already. I do like this season but I don't like the cold, it's very beautiful and all but like I said I really don't like the cold or the rain. I would rather have the warmth than the rain any day!

Monday September 3rd birthday!

Today is Matthews cousins birthday! I don't know if I've told you guys about her but her name is Bridgett and she's turning 4 years old! Gosh she's getting so big!

She's really cute and sweet. Anyway we went to her birthday bash and Matthew had so
Much fun! And of course it was really nice for the rest of us too haha.

Who doesn't like a party? ;)

Saturday september 1st

It's the long weekend here in Canada and we are going to Canmore to visit my host mothers' mother today. We will be there until Monday morning.

It's so beautiful over there it's insane!
And I can't get it that it's like only 45 minutes from Calgary!

Will write more and post a picture so you guys are able to see it, not that it will make it justice with the iPad camera or anything but still; you guys can get an idea of how beautiful it is.

Should I or should I not?

Talked to my dad the other day about pilot school and how I should approach it.

My take in it all was to take a loan and just take the classes and get it all over with, but my dad said that maybe I should become a flight attendant first and during that time buy all the necessary books for flight school and read it and prepare. But that I should work as a flight attendant so I could get a feeling if I liked it or not?

I don't know if my way or dads suggestion would've better... I'm so confused whenever I'm thinking about my future, the more I think about it the more confused I get.

I really don't know what to do, I know what I want to be but how to get there is a whole another thing, someone else having that problem? Or is it just me?

Time flies so fast sometimes

I know I said in the last post that this is a 'slow moving job' kind of thing. But gosh the time does fly by! I've now been here for like 6months and it's only 5months left!!!!

I don't know how to feel about that to be honest, I don't really want to leave this wonderful family, but on the other side, I can't wait to start my life 'up' again. This au pair job is a very nice pause button.

And I do recommend it to everyone who wants to take a short break from their normal life.

It's very rewarding and you learn a lot about yourself and what you are able to handle and what you're are not able to handle. You learn to take responsibilities over your own life as well as another(s). And also you get a second family as well!

And all the new friends that you'll get! Yes, this year in Canada is one of the better years of my life :) and I don't regret a thing :)

I thought I would never hit that stage...

Well it finally happened! I got home sick today, gosh. I missed everything about home, everything!

I don't get it because I've been here in Canada for almost 6months now and I've never really felt homesick before.

But today...I don't know what happened. I guess it finally hit me that I was gone or something, I don't know haha. I must be really slow if it takes 6months for me to realize that I've been gone from home ;)

Haha it's so weird. Maybe I got homesick because I let myself think about home for more than 5minutes...?

But in some weird and twisted way (not really) I want to continue with my life, I want to go back to school and finish it and then start pilot school and finally start living my dream life ;)

Don't get me wrong, I love this au pair job and the family are awesome (love em so much) but its kind of a stand-still thing. I'm moving slowly forward when I really want to go in a very fast pace if you know what I mean.